°° // takoxuan. × °

written on 030208 @ 14:45

yays!
mum gave me $150 to buy CNY clothes~
:D

but i end up buying only 2 oversize tees & 1 tank top.
spend $45~

& buy a black sleeves hoodie which cost more than my 3 shirts.
& a random black tee for andrew.
spend $76.

& i left with no $$.

cai shen ye~~
im calling for u again~~~

drop money into my pocket bahs!

written on 010208 @ 01:30

weee~ finished dar's work
& ive learnt a new word ....... precarious
lols~

sigh. feeling kinda down.
really wan to get into penciltutor but mummy can only give me money after CNY..
by that time registration close le.. *hope for the best* bah.

~~~~~~~~~
i really really really really want this !

& this

zzzzzzzzzz. money ah money.
fall from sky please!! best is fall to my wallet.

pls ah. cai shen ye~~~ im calling u ~~
T__T

written on 010208 @ 00:21

okie. a brand new yr.
a brand new start. hopefully

lols. im still so madly in love.
still so-ever-busy with not-so-important-things.

i realise i have alot alot alot to write!
& many pictures to upload !~

okies. i gotta be a good girl.
& help andrew do his work.

gaaaaaa. x___________x

written on Christmas :] @ 12:29

ahhs~
christmas is fun, finally!

:]

on the day of christmas~
we went to dbg.
& its damn packed inside :D

ppl asked me if ive planned to go anywhere for christmas.
i told them dunno lehs.

cos dar planned to ton my house on christmas.

but when the arcade is closing, we went & asked around.

1 ton cine, 1 ton hotel, 1 ton night safari, 1 ton zoo ........
(last 2 is joking, incase u realli believe me lols)

then we asked justin they all ton where..
& weee~~ they decided to ton !!!!!!!!!!!!
but dunno where.

okie. lazy go home.
so we go ton with justin.

& then we saw dar's sec frens.
den talk talk talk.
talk until arcade close still talk.

den we go outside talk talk talk.
talk tau huey talk girls talk black talk white talk brown.

den they said they have bought ticket at 2am to watch im legend.
then i also wan watch.
den i ask dar wan watch.
but he say confirm no place liao.

cos its 12am lers.
so okie.
nvm~ we dun watch.

den his frens left for tau huey.
& we sit down beside justin they all.

den erica was super hyper.
she scream meery christmas to every soul tt passed by.
okay. i didnt join in.

then beside erica, there was a guy sitting there.
acting emo or wad.
dun wan talk dun wan do this dun wan tt.
den beside him is erica's les.
den i tot they both bf gf, but they r not.

& i tell u.
THE GUY IS BLOODY IRRITATING TT I WAN PULL HIS EYEBROWN
PLUCK HIS EYE BALL
DEN GRIND IT WITH CHILLI SAUCE DEN STUFF IN HIS MOUTH
DEN DIG HIS TOUNGE & CHOP THEM N FRY THEM N STEP THEM
N SLAP HIS FACE UP N DOWN LEFT N RIGHT
N KICK HIS STOMACH PUNCH HIS FAT BELLY
USE DURIAN STUFF INTO THIS *** & USE HAMMER TO SMASH HIS PP.
SO TT NO GIRLS WILL WANT HIM.
I DOUBT ANY GIRL WILL ANYWAY.

ok.
den we all walk aimlessly.
& we settle down at a kopi tiam.

COOL MAN!
THE KOPITIAM IS DAMN COOOL.

cool until sibei hot.
hot until i sweat
sweat until i bth.

& the fat pig keep ranting here n there.
den i feel like using choptick to stuck into his mouth.

when we r walkin to kopitiam.
erica was saying merry christmas to everyone.
& i join along.
den whenever we say one time.
fat pig say " sry my fren siao ps nv eat medicine "

wa.
zzzzzzz gek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nvm.

den at kopitiam.
everyone was eating.
except for 2 lovey dovey person.
manxuan & riya was hugging al the long.

i tink they hug until full liao.

den when the fat pig say wan go out smoke.
WEEE !!
i suggest we all siam.
but dar still eating.
den when dar eat finish.
he stepped in.

.......................................

ok den after awhile.
we go toilet.
den manxuan was helping another girl to bu zhuang.
she ask i wanna to makeup mahs.
i dun wan.
cos dar dun like.

so its okay~
at night make up let who see.
lols.

den we went out of kopitiam.
manxuan & riyu went home & continue their hugs.

den we all sit down.
den ltr on the girl join in manxuan & went to far east.
den the fat pig left cos no one can pei him liao.

n the girl got bf liaos.
den the pig still eat her tofu.
den the girl still say nvm la.

wa sibei geng.

if wan kena eat, also not by tt pig.

den left dar n me n justin n erica.
den we all walk to shaw house to find matthew.
den after tt its ard 3am liao.

den we all go up.
dar bin cao cao cos v crowded.
den we went up.
still got show.

wan watch show.
den in the end alot of ting happen.

den we all watch chipmunks.
n mathew watch im legend.

den chipmunk inside v funny.
AHHHH
THEY R SOOO CUTE
I LIKE THE FAT ONE .
HA HA HA!

den we come out laughing.
then we went home.

i sleep on dar shoulder.
felt damn warm.
& its our 1 yr anniversary.

n we bao bao to sleep.
n wake up, anniversary wan over liao.

lols.

but it was fun.
i love you dar.

& i hate the fat pig.

written on 091207 @ 23:59

DARLING I MISS U!
I MISS U MY DAR DAR!

DAR DAR U R MY WORLD.
THE CENTER OF MY LIFE.

MY DAD HAS ACKNOWLEDGE U AS HIS DAUGHTER-IN-LAW.
& MY MUM.

...
lets keep trying
=/

written on 021207 @ 02:26

dar dar.
i know life has always been harsh on you.
& i know you are not giving up is cos of me..

i will change & be more guai.
i will do my job & my part everyday.

i will try my best.
so please dont give up on me okay?

i will work hard & earn alot money too.
i will do everything for u.

i will be the reason of why u r breathing.
i will be ur world, ur everything..

so please dont give up okay?
i love you dar dar.
muacks.

written on 031207 @ 02:22

dar dar.
i know life has always been harsh on you.
& i know you are not giving up is cos of me..

i will change & be more guai.
i will do my job & my part everyday.

i will try my best.
so please dont give up on me okay?

i will be the reason of why u r breathing.
i will be ur world, ur everything..

so please dont give up okay?
i love you dar dar.
muacks.

written on 261107 @ 00:14

ahhs :]
so happy today!!

dar dar reach my place ard 8.30am..
den wash up n everyting..
den we sleep ler..

he help me massage cos im the queen xD
den at night he become king.

LOL.

den wake up at 12.30.
eat peanut + butter bread.
until so full -_-..

den when mum go out.
we went back slp.
hug each other to sleep.
den cover blanket.
until whole body sweat.

bo bian kena wake up by the sweat zzzzzz.

den alot ting happen.
den in the end we went down shop for ingredients for tonight dinner.

i cooked porridge & cabbage & egg.

simple & nice.
but the cai por egg.. dunn wads wrong with the cai por.
zzzzzz not nice at all.

but cabbage mo-tak-teng ah~
:]

den we both eat potong ice cream~~

den we hug hug kiss kiss den dar dar go home liao.

T_T
i still miss him so much..

darling.
thanks for being by my side.
make me feel so safe.
:]

always be with me k!
love u lots muacks!!

written on 261107 @ 01:14

its 261107!
which means...

happi 11th month anniversary

so fast we r together for 11 months ler.
time really flies.
i hope.. no confirm will have alot alot alot alot of infinity millions trilions billions lightyears of anniversary!!

:]
we will always be together hand in hand!
& walk towards the lovely future of ours!

darling andrew!
i will turn more guai now!
:] :]

thanks for not leaving me & loving me soo much!
:D i love u forever too!
lots lots too!

AHHHHHHH~~~
WO AI NI AHHH LAO GONG~~~

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